乱…

God, give both of us strength to overcome this obstable. Please.

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Update 27 Jul 6.13pm: Just got a wake up call. I am pulling all my strings and planning something.

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Update 27 Jul 11.35pm: It’s amazing how I can continue to learn new things eventhough I thought I have figured it out. I know what to do.
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Update 28 Jul 8.55am: Just realized I am having a bad cough. As if my body is trying to vomit out whatever is troubling me. It makes me very alive, indeed. Just hope it doesn’t scare the staff at the office.
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Update 28 Jul 11.13am: I am going to give lotsss of space.
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Update 29 Jul 10.28am: I’ve heard God tests us sometimes. I think mine’s more like a doctorate exam.
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Update 29 Jul 7.31pm: I need a bit more time… but I know what I should do now.